This sad lover lost their way...

on Tuesday, January 29, 2008



Full of doubt and about to pout

Are we really where you want us to be?

It's been so long, so far and hidden

Is this who you want to be?

IF you say yes, I'll silence it now

These feelings filling me with guilt.

IF you say no we'll have it out.

I'll bring her up like I always do

Fighting and screaming til we can't breathe.

I just want you to be happy...

Even if it's not with me
I just get worried...that you could do so much better than me


Little Heart Ring

Protect me

Little heart ring

Keep me safeAs I dream

Keep my secrets

Safe and sound

Steady my pulse

When it starts to pound

You remind me of him

You've bound us as one

For over a year now

With plenty to come

You mean so much to me

Little heart ring

Thank you for being here

To remind me

That my real heart

Belongs to my one and only

An Un-snow Day!

on Monday, January 14, 2008


Hello all two people who read this:)
I've been crazy busy with school, work, and getting rid of the holiday mentality.
School is great. It's going to be an even tougher term than the last one but I am so very excited to be moving toward my goal.
Unfortunately my plate has been full with books and stuff for school that unleashing my creativity seems to be impossible. Hopefully I will find a higher paying job soon allowing for more free time:)
On the bright side my Jason got a great new job at a bank. I'm so very happy for him. Today was his first day of training. He looked so handsome in his suit and tie. He was pretty nervous but I have the utmost confidence in him:)
My birthday is this weekend...I'm pretty excited. More excited about having a reason to have my whole family(Mom, Dad, Sharna, Eric, and my beloved) all together and having a great time. They're all so wonderful...
Well I feel like I have rambled on long enough. Hope all is well:)