Purpose

I am so...eager may be the right word.
Or possibly determined. Yeah determined,
I like that.
Aching, itching, anxious, and flighty
may also work.

I want to take photos, to write write write.
I want to have a job that matters.
A job where I can help animals or where I can
help people better their lives while improving
my own.

I want to have purpose, security, and stimulation.

Mainly I want to do something different.
And yet I feel for every person stuck at
every desk in every meaningless job there is
another trying to do the exact same thing as me.

Which makes me wonder if I'll ever succeed.